Saturday was my first
true overwhelming day, God had began to move my heart, humbling me to
see needs around, showing me how blessed I am back home and how quick
I am to take it for granted, how low I am to meet the needs of those
who are struggling just to make ends meet. How quick we are to hold
on to the money or material things we have. Here in Malawi if their
'neighbour' is struggling they don't hesitate for a second to give
what very little they have to another, even if it means they miss out
on a weeks supply such as food for example. Act 20v35 Its is more
blessed to give than to receive. Romans 12v8 If it is encouraging,
let him encourage, if it is contributing to the needs of others, let
him give generously, if it is leadership let him govern diligently,
if it is showing mercy, let him do it cheerfully.
We travelled into Zomba
today to join John Wilson (Team leader) in the Prison Ministry I had
wanted to be apart of this well before coming to Malawi and today was
my opportunity to do so, on arrival we were welcomed to go inside, at
no moment was I at all feeling threatened, scared or overwhelmed by
entering, I had the peace of God and felt overwhelmed with
compassion, yes they are prisoners, however my heart breaks as one
choice they made has place them in prison which would be their home
for the most part of their lives, you wouldn't wish that upon anyone.
We had No guards
checked us over, just a open door to enter, we walked into the first
gate, we stood surrounded my few guards and some prisoners, some of
which were woman with children/babies, who yes it breaks my heart to
say but the children grow up living that life in prison. It was dark
and smelt again like strong BO, not a all a place you would want to
spend your days, we were then to walk straight into the court yard
were we were surrounded by hundreds of convicted prisoners some who
were on death-row.
As we were seated a
choir of them started singing praises to God, I was informed I was
sitting next to a prisoner, again didn't feel at all unsettled, there
were speeches, more singing in Chichawa and plays preformed. The
message was given by Abusa David Brown who spoke on Luke 18v9-14
Speaking on being justified before God, we are indeed justified
before God when we humble ourselves in forgiveness before a holy God.
None of us deserve Gods grace yet He offers us freely His mercy, if
only we believe and acknowledge our sinful ways and being truly
remorseful to want a changed life, one holy and pleasing to God.
An invitation was put
to the prisoners, if any want to recommit their lives to Christ or to
give their life to Christ and have His forgiveness they were to come
forward 30-40 came forward. At this point I lost it, tears streamed
down my face as I many started walking forward, tears of joy to know
that they are wanting to be closer to God, wanting a better life, His
peace and assurance, His forgiveness and mercy, His grace and love.
Among them sat 2 of
them who were on death-row. They then received bibles and hymn books
as a gift from Australia which when received some held back tears
others opened it up to the beginning to start reading. It was a
joyous moment and so moving to see God work in such a impacting way.
When than handed out
babies/children's clothes to the woman along with bibles and hymn
books.
It was such a moving
experience and as I looked around at the faces of all the inmates, It
was a really life changing experience and gave me greater insight of
what its like to live a life in prison.
We than went for a
lunch at Abusa Colin Manse, Its custom for the woman to wash your
hands before eating and enjoying lovely spread of food again more
speeches.
We then headed down to
CCAP Zomba primary School who received some of our educational boxes
we sent over, it was a joy to see their proud face and how grateful
they were and how they were putting them to use.
We then went to Zomba
Nigoti woman's ministry were they made clothes and putting into use
our boxes and sewing machines they received. They than welcomed us to
singing and they sang like angels!
On the drive home I sat
looking out the window so moved by the day and the sights I saw, such
poverty yet such joy with what they have!